I do not understand you, you and YOU!Yes people, I do not understand
ALL of you. Why? Because people tend to get complicated and I do not understand them anymore. Best part was, their personal feuds between one another has gotten so complicated that I do not know any in the first place.
Being the so clever me and I thought by calling everyone, like what Wan Jun would most probably wants, would be the best idea. Why all of them not thinking in the way I thought it would be? Is this how the world works? Is this how complicated a human mind could ever comes up with? Look, I thought the more the merrier and that we, I mean all of us, would have to meet up one another anytime soon. Singapore is small, do not tell me wherever you walked you would not be able to see your enemy, your ex boyfriends or girlfriends. You have to meet them anywhere in Singapore real soon, why not now?
This is fucking absurd. Yes, you saw the fucking word. Because I am so pissed off right now due to yesterday's stress and today's whatever problem. First thing I woke up was to get all this load of rubbish.
So what if Xueli and Jayne appear for the bean curd session, and some of you choose not to attend. There is nothing I can do, I repeat, THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO! Why? Because you fuckingly choose not to come because of this two human. Because they hurt you before, does not mean they would try to hurt you another time. Bygones let bygones, forgive and forget.
OK, you might say I have a very simple thinking. So what? God taught me to forgive and forget, HE taught me to accept one another no matter what flaws they have. Since HE can teach me that, why I cannot teach you that too?
People, do you ever wonder why sometimes we do not get along or why the world is having so much war, bombings, terrorist etc.? It is because we do not forgive and forget of whatever wrongs people did to us. Because we do not accept one another's good and bad points. Because we fuckingly do not get along in the first place, because all of you did not want to try.
If Obama can be the first african America to be the president, I wonder why all of you are not able to make the first step and make peace within your group of friends?
I tell you, we are/might be having BBQ this coming Christmas. I do not fuckingly care if you want to attend or not because of all those people I have called and listed. Because we are all human, and that if I do not call this particular person because you fuckingly do not like her, it would make me bias.
Micky has to be fair to call everyone, to let them know there is this gathering. Xueli and Jayne had helped me or did something good to me. There is no reason why I should deny their presence just because of some things I have experienced or heard. Why should I fuckingly accomodate to all of you because of your one small reason?
To make it clear, whatever outings or gatherings that Micky is involved, she will be calling EVERYONE on her MSN list whether you like it or not. Why all of you cannot get along? Why not all of you fuckingly try to get along? It is not as though the world is ending right at this instant.
P.S. I wrote this blog entry because I am fuckingly tired of all of you avoiding one another. But if you are still avoiding one another, there is no fucking way that I could do anything. Because it is your problem, not mine.
P.P.S. Because of this stupid bean curd gathering and the people I have e-mailed, my dearest wife is not going to talk to me just because I do not have the same thinking as her. How great!