God is always by our side

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said :
'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed.

Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

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After reading, I came to understand and see things clearly. God has always been by my side, whenever I'm feeling down, or when I've achieve something. He had never left me alone, even when I pray and speak to him, he is always by the side listening.

He called my grandaunt home on 15th March 2008, was because he couldn't bear to see her suffering the pain any longer. And now, I know she's living well. With angels guiding her up to heaven, and by the side of Jesus and God. So did I know, she's enjoying herself up in heaven, like the little boy in the story.

He's always there, always.

羅志祥 & 蕭亞軒 - 敗給你

Packing of Room

Yesterday, I went over to Honey's place in the afternoon after her trip to Kovan to meet her mother. Upon hearing that she has to pack her always messy room, and her request of wanting me to be there, I went over.






That's her messy table, the other side of table was kind of messy too, but can say well-pack after my helping. But still there's one big load of mountain there, because there's no room to put all the big stuffs.






It's a good thing Honey is sending most of her unwanted soft toys to the Salvation Army. And so one part of her table looks neat. While packing, it would be quite irritated to have a very active dog like Hersheys who climbed up onto the table. And the end results was making it difficult to pack. =.=






After much packing, this is the outcome of the table. Doesn't it look much neater?
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Anyway, due to my loss of appetite recently, I've lost about 2kg. =.= My tightly worn Sheen Casio watch has started to went loose. Due to this, Honey insisted that I gain back to 45kg by next month 11th. If I didn't manage to, I'll get punished with something I totally terribly hate, which I do not know what it is. Even if I make a big fuss and throw my temper about, Honey would still insist that I did that freaking punishment. And so . . . I need to gain 2kg by next month. People, help me! Any tips on putting on weight and getting back my ever huge appetite? I don't want to get punish!
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Was chatting with my ex-classmate last night. We touched the topic on Loke being almost pregnant. And Goh was thinking if Loke would just bonk any guy she met. And thinking doesn't Loke would be afraid of contracting HIV? But still it doesn't concern me. I'm just concern about pregnancy before marriage. It's a good thing my other half is a female, no worries in getting pregnant. :D
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I waited since morning till 12noon for a package to arrive at my place which belongs to Honey. Freaking idiot, the thing came right at the dot on 12noon, and made me having not enough sleep. I slept on the uncomfortable sofa in the living room feeling cold. And got woken up by calls and sms-es by Honey. Not to mention, a sudden thunder in the late mornings.

I like and dislike rainy days. I like rainy days because I get to sleep and the weather is totally suitable to be asleep. But . . . The sudden roar of thunder and sudden strike of lightning will make me freak out or scare the hell out of me when I'm totally unprepared for it. Small thunders would be fine.

Rainy cause other problems too. I want to go swimming, I want to play basketball and badminton, I want to go cycling. But somehow, my bicycle has yet to get fixed. =.=
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I would hereby give my one minute of silence and condolences to Xueli and her family. Her father passed on, on Thursday (did I remember the date correctly? =x).

I do not know how to show my feelings towards such situation, so I can't write/type much about my feelings.
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I had nightmare, of 3 person died. I do not know how nor of the gender. But still, I hope this kind of nightmare wouldn't bug me. It's been quite some time since I last had such dreams.

Bless Me

Amen.

Happy 6th Month

You gave me a box of tic tac, with scrolls of small messages of the reasons of why you love me.

And here's mine:
- You made me love you for who you are
- I like the way you cuddle me to sleep, even if it cause me to feel so warm all over
- Because you're my Honey Bear
- You're the one I chose, now and forever
- I like to hold your hand and walk down the street
- I like to hug you during the MRT train ride, even it attracts many attention from the public
- You're unique in so many different ways
- You're mesmerizing in my eyes
- I love you
- Because you love me :D
- You kept me warm from the cold
- I love the way we watch television shows together
- The way you feed me, I felt so blessed
- Every little thing you do, touches my heart though I hardly mention it
- You're my wife whom I love :D
- You're the reason that I smile

Many said, there would be some bad points that you wouldn't like, so my dear, here's the list of mine =x :

- always tickle my feet to wake me up =.= but it's still acceptable, but please don't do it too often
- you tend not to make yourself clear

My dear, after my job interview today, I thought of bringing you out for a movie. But you told me you have to leave early at around 3pm, my heart sank which made me wants to go home immediately. My dear, it's not that I'm throwing my tantrum, it's that you didn't tell me before hand. And I'm sorry if I had hurt you today.

All in all, Honey, I love you. Happy 6th Month Anniversary.

With lots of love
Micky

Irritated

Ever felt mad about your job being planned by your parents. Let say, where to interview, what job position being applied without your consent? Sometimes you just wouldn't want to argue with them, and headed off for interview like a controlled puppet?

This is what I'm going through now. Being said about being promoted seems so easy, but did they ever know you have to go through lots of obstacles to be a manager or even a supervisor? Things doesn't comes easy like we have always said.

Not to mention about a diploma not specialize in that area. I'm more into TV production, not estate management. Irritating things that I have to learn all over again if I was given the job.

I'm being pestered for 2 days, as in two whole days. Maybe not, maybe would 3 whole days just to accept my father's offer and go for the interview. Mum says it's worth to try, and work temporary. Dad says gain experience, and you'll get promoted in one year time. Rubbish~ If it's that easy to get promoted, everyone would be in a higher position now isn't it? Plus . . . Even if I were to work there, I doubt I'll be happy.

I guess I've just given my dad a not so happy and nice face. Needless to say, I hasn't been talking to him much lately due to this. I'm being pestered to look for job. But in the end, I'm given an interview which I don't know what position I'd be applying for. Neither do I know much about the company.

Why can't I have to do work in an environment I like? Irritating. Bahx . . . Just ranting my displeasure. Ignore it, and don't ask me questions.