What A Friend

I think that after 6 years of friendship, I should just end it. I should have learnt my lesson, but I guess I didn't. I have been telling me that Loke is not bad and it just that people just dislike her in many ways. I didn't bother to look at her bad points, instead I look at it on a brighter side.

After 5 years of secondary school life, I've seen the life she's leading. Changing boyfriend every month or week like as though she's changing clothes. Seeing her getting intro trouble and didn't really bother about schoolwork. And she's proud of herself for the grades she had.

Although she shared with me about Catholic and Christian's life together with Hazel. I thought maybe with God's help I would just get through that 5 years of friendship. But I thought wrong after all that I have gone through.

Since Monday afternoon, this idiotic girl totally ignored my sms-es. And so, I have yet to get the video on hand. It's just something in me that told me to give her another chance time after time after all those disappointment she gave me and my friends. Because what I've learnt was forgive and forget. I did that, but not now I guess.

Whatever that is, I would try to get my hands on the video. Baby says Loke is selfcentred. Tong says Loke is hopeless. My biological sister says Loke is selfish. Micky says, I won't want such a friend anymore. =x

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Interview yesterday has went well. I won't say I made it, and I would try not to have my hopes high. I'll be meeting the boss later at 4pm for a chat I suppose. My graduation project, the video, the written work and the presentation slides are with them. So, just hope that with this I could get the job even without the other video that I had done with the group.

And if I got the job, I would just save my way towards degree. I know how much it means for Baby to see me getting a degree and move forward in my career and life. And yes, I want to earn more so that I can have an engagement party in the future. Just a few would be invited because I don't want the whole place turn upside down. *smile* Baby, you've promised me to have an engagement party, no backing out. =x

I'll be seeing my grandmother real soon. Real soon~