I Wish . . .

Sometimes I wished that I was born in a rich family. Not so rich, but just rich enough to send me off to study for a degree instead of having me to worry about saving up like now.

I have always counted myself as lucky to have almost everything I wanted since young. I want a bicycle, my parents got me one. I want a skate scooter, they got me want. I want a laptop, they source out to get me one. But then, now it's a two different story. I need to save up to get what I wanted.

I know now that I am working and that it is appropriate for me to save up my pay. But with a pathetic less than a thousand pay that I brought home isn't enough after calculating for the transportation, food, bills and saving. I am left with peanuts to use it as my own allowance to spend on whatever I want.

Yes, I am ranting about my low pay and ranting about how I need to save like mad to attend a course that I want.
Yes, I am ranting because I am jealous of the wife. She gets to go traveling around the world whereas me, I have been persuading my parents to at least go to other country instead of the usual Thailand trip. But no, they don't want. Sickening isn't it? I want to travel and see the whole world myself instead of watching from the TV screen. Urgh.

Now that I find myself not as lucky as I thought I am. I am just slightly more fortunate to have certain things that I want and where my parents gave them to me.

And now that the wife had her lasik, I am quite tempted to do too. But looking at the price of the medical fee for it, I think it'll take me half of my life to save up for it. So two words, forget it. I'll stick to wearing a spectacle instead. Speaking of which, I need to get a replacement for my spectacle. =.=

See, I need to spend again on things I needed.