Thursday, July 17, 2008

GoodBye Degree

After hours of silence at home, after hours of 'nice' chat, after hours of ignoring, Micky has finally come to a conclusion.

I'M SAYING GOODBYE TO MY DEGREE.

Yes, you got me right. Goodbye degree. I know it's too much to ask for my dad to lend me $800 for the first installment. But, I had the intention of returning him. Somehow, the nice chat with him didn't work out. I wouldn't want to try it the hard way either. And he showed me the least interest through his eyes.

No matter how hard Baby would try to convince me the importance of having a degree, it was of no use. Baby, save your breathe. I don't wish to take the degree. Lesser burden for everyone. No one need to be the guarantor for my study loan. Father don't need to squeeze out even just 5cents for the degree. And I don't need to freaking-ly wait for the University to send me a letter of approval or rejection. Save time, save money, save the emotions that would be spread across.

So when my father talks to me about degree and having to take part-time for the course, I would show him that I'm totally not interested in taking it. And when he nags about it, I would say, I wouldn't want to take the degree anymore. What's the use of having a degree? What's the use of having high paid job?

I only ask for a happy family. Baby, could you give me that? And don't press me further regarding about this matter?

  • I would get a job that I want
  • I would not give a single cent to my parents. Say whatever you want about me people, I'm just an ungrateful daughter my parents had brought me up
  • I would not want to further my education
  • I just want to pass my current paper and get my diploma certificate. Recognise or not, it doesn't really matter
  • Given up all hopes of my future
  • Can't afford even a bicycle for Baby any longer, but would try to give her happiness in my own ways
  • I've learnt that by talking things nicely and sharing of my future plans with my family is of no use
  • I came to realise that my parents doesn't support me wholeheartedly of the things I want to do, even though they say I could study whatever I want
  • I would fall on deaf ears when my father nags at me about jobs
  • I would take my own sweet time to find the suitable job available in Singapore
  • If I had a kid in the future, I would put aside all my savings for his/her education, or on the courses they like to attend
  • If I had a kid in the future, I would support them in whatever they wish to do wholeheartedly. Illegal stuffs are an exceptional.

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