Happy 21st Birthday my dearest. I wouldn't be there to hug you, nor give you a peck on the cheek on the day itself, but I do hope you had enjoyed yourself. Pardon me for not being able to give you the best birthday memories or gifts, but I'll give you all that I can, and that is love.
As we both knew, on your birthday itself, it's our 8th Month Anniversary as well. It falls on Sunday, however, I'm contented to just seeing you through the webcam on this small little window shown on my laptop.
I wouldn't say it's long nor short, but these 8 Months had been totally memorable for you and me. The joy, laughter, tears and sorrow, it all brings us together the way it did 8 months ago.
These 8 months, you gave in to me always. Had to endure naggings from Evil Sister, because I've seem to be pampered well enough, which might have resulted me being spoilt. I might not have given in to you like you did to me, neither have I chased you from behind when you walked away in tears. Baby, I hope you understand that I really do not know how to show my feelings and emotions.
It wasn't easy for the both of us, and I dare say, I didn't give in my 100% for this relationship. Though there might be people who are against me being with you, but no matter what, you're still the one I want to be with.
Memories, we both had and shared, hopefully, in the future we'll have more to come. You've given me far more enough than I could ever accept and receive. However, all I've given you were the emotional and sensitive me.
Baby, have I ever told you that I felt blessed, happy and contented whenever you're with me? It just makes me feel that, 24 hours a day isn't enough. I wish I had more hours, in fact, more time to be with you. I know I had to learn and adapt to your life, where I won't be able to see you for certain days. I'm trying, and I'm learning.
Probably, I had asked you to given me time to adapt and learn, I'm sorry to have asked that much of time in fact. Because, I doesn't seem to be learning nor adapting. If I could turn back time, I wish you had never been to China for 7 weeks.
Those days when you're in China, I didn't know how I manage to survive and bring a smile to my face every day. I just miss you badly that I would find myself crying almost every night.
It just made me realise, how much I love you and wouldn't wish to part with you.
By being with you, I would say I've learnt quite a lot. From not picking on my food, to eating all the grains of rice on my dinner plate, it just made a change in my life. Somehow, I've seem to lost appetite when you're not around me. And I do not know why.
And I've also learnt an important thing in life. And that is, I should learn how to cook in order not to let the both of us starve to death in future, and rid of eating the same food almost everyday.
Ever remember of those days 8 months ago, before we're officially together? Baby, I would say, it's a great blessing to have you with me. In life, we tend to regret certain things, but I won't regret loving you.
Honey, Happy 21st Birthday, and Happy 8th Month Anniversary. Will be waiting patiently for our 1 year. :D
XOXOXOXO
Your Wife,
Your Mouse.
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